SO UMMM HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!! I know I've neglected this place and I apologize to ummm... David... sorry about that. I'm just not a xanga person. I'll still talk to you.

I am offically calling it! My xanga is dead! No more updates ever! If you still would like to chat... my AIM is still the same!

Long time no talk! Been very busy! Anyway, nothing much has happened. New thing though, I HATE my FATHER! I'll just leave it at that!

Today I donated a pint of my blood. Never knew how much a pint affects your body. I'm just happy to do something that will help others!

What do you do when you have a friend who is feeling horrible and thinks the world is against him/her. I seem to be around a few of these people this year, and I really don't know what to say or do when around them. I would like to help him/her, but I don't want to be a nag. I also don't want him/her to keep whatever's bothering him/her inside because I know first hand what will happen if kept inside. It's pretty bad. I'm just scared. Maybe it's for nothing, but I'm just very paranoid.

Why do these things happen?

Had districts yesterday! Didn't meet my goal, but was very happy with the way I played. The whole year I stunk up the course and yesterday, I probably played the best than I have since the first match of the season. Regionals is next Monday. *crosses fingers* I really need to go out and play this week. Par 5s are what get me. I can never seem to get my composure on them. I think what I should do is just think that they are par 4s. When I do that I get bogeys, and right now bogeys are just fine for me. My par 3s yesterday were awesome, ok except for one, but I was still happy with my performance. First tee shot yesterday went about 250. I had a PW in and I chunked it. I was so upset, I could have started with at least a par, but no... I had to be stupid and get quick on the shot. Oh well. I shall try to redeem myself on Monday.

I just have one question that I would like you to ponder. "Why do people believe that others don't have a life outside of the sport they are playing?" *cough*coach*cough*

Played golf again today! I was actually happy with the way I played. I finally figured out how to be more consistent in the way I hit my shots. I'm just going to have to find out how to hit it straight consistently. What I mean is that my shots are now going the distance they should be consistently. (How many consistents are in this? Oh well)

School's been really hectic! I finally got most of my UCF stuff sent it. I just asked my teachers to write recommendations, and now everything is really out of my hands. Please cross your fingers and I'll be crossing mine too. *crosses fingers* Now all I have to do is apply to all my backup schools. So much to do senior year. AHHHHHH! I'm okay now!